支離破碎

想起京都的陽台。
和那根煙的味道。
還有那個怎麼都不會那麼和我說話的人。
我要自欺欺人到甚麼時候？

行屍走肉

感覺像是仰泳。

那麼不穩定的浮著，

沉下是必然的結果，遲早的事。

Ignorant

I wish there is a dislike icon on facebook.

Yesterday when the Tsunami and earth quake strike Japan. I was so so so bz at work. While I leave my office, I am feeling so dizzy that I can see stars. But then I am rushing to a dinner appointment, it was a very important day for me and a special someone that we plan to celebrate it. I was stuck in the traffic for 1 and half hour to reach my destination.

But eventho I am working in such a small office but still. I knew about the earth quake. Even I was so bz that I din even realise I skip my lunch, I still knew about the earth quake. Even I do not have time to turn on my radio, to browse any news, to switch on my TV. I still know know about the earth quake.

I still went for my fancy dinner appointment. And it was a really wonderful dinner that I really wanna share on my new blog. Yet, I hesitate. Because, I think to show off your happiness while other ppl in such disaster is insensitive and not really showing any compassion.

Until then, still has no time to check out any news or anything. And I only get to see it until this evening. It's kinda late and I am kinda ashame of it. After saw those new, my heart drop, I feel so heavy in me. I have to say that after staying in that land, I have this very complicated feeling bout Japan, I feel related in a way.

I wish there is a dislike icon on facebook. Then I would dislike those picture people who show off their super-normal-nothing-impressive-showing-off shopping day picture. Why am I explaining myself? Because, even I am this busy. I still got to access to those information. And for those people who high profile-ly promoting their nothing more than average people weekend. What an insensitive, stupid and un-compassion person you are?

Assume you do not know the news... if you r a facebook-whoxx, you should be able to see all those video link people shared. And if you have time to photoshop your pic... I assume you could spend them to read a bit of news.

So I assume you do know the news, then, shame of you! I do not know how ignorant you can be to not feeling guilty at all. I did not ask you to stop living your normal life. But just try to show a bit of compassion here.

寂寞

大大的屋子。

裡邊空空的。

關上房門，各自精彩。

New Blog

Yiin and I started a new blog decicated to our new hobbies.
Check it out!

http://thingsweloveparty.blogspot.com

我和工作就像一场恋爱。
辞了职就开始想念老板。
哭得像失恋的人一模样。

飛蛾

一只飛蛾，飛來家裏。
沒有撲火，靜靜的在那兒。

最近想起了Roman，
大概是Roman也想我了。
化作飛蛾，
看我來了。

"Oh Cinderella, would you just kiss me already?"

How can I resist this?

再見

現在我才發現。
你原來一直活在你的黑暗之中。
是我怎麼看見那一點的甜蜜。
是我怎麼提著我那小小希望。
窺探其中的秘密。
自已為是的解讀你的情意。

回頭看你自己的記錄。
好久好久以前你就在那樣的混亂之中。
所有的一切都有著script。
我干擾了你的故事。
然後又豐富了你的悲劇。

你是瘋狂。
你多瘋狂。
那要多痛才能除掉的名。
請不要告訴我我不懂那背後的意義。

Lucky

Love Jason Mraz.
Love his bitter sweet song.
Love is suppose to be bitter and sweet.

It fills my heart with this gentle and warm feeling.
Makes me feel like I am in love.
So gentle.
And an itchy heart.